Lonely

alone in this room thingking of you
why should it end this way
nao matter what i have said
nao matter what i have done
i still can't stop loving you

i force I pretendt I act
but it's still the same

it hurts
it bleeds
it ripped
again an again

faching each day
without your voice
without your laughter
without your jokes
without your smile
without your touch
without your everything

tried to be strong
tried as if it doesn't matter
tried to fall out of love
tried to love someone else
but it's all trash
can't be what i'm not

tired of pretending
tired of acting
tired of forcing
tired of everything

just want to go home
just to turn back the time
when i'm not deeply in love with you
jaust to go back to my happiness before
just to switch off everything

still embracing those moments together
can't let go...but have to let go
it's killing me
it's pulling me down softly ..but surely